Title: The Fall of Butterflies
Author: Andrea Portes
Synopsis: Willa Parker, 646th and least-popular resident of What Cheer, Iowa, is headed east to start a new life. Did she choose this life? No, because that would be too easy—and nothing in Willa’s life is easy. It’s her famous genius mother’s idea to send her to ultra-expensive, ultra-exclusive Pembroke Prep, and Willa has no intention of fitting in. But when she meets peculiar, glittering Remy Taft, the richest, most mysterious girl on campus, she starts to see a foothold in this foreign world—a place where she could maybe, possibly, sort of fit in. When Willa looks at Remy, she sees a girl who has everything. But for Remy, having everything comes at a price. And as she spirals out of control, Willa can feel Remy spinning right out of her grasp.
Huge thank you to HarperCollins for sending me an ARC for review!
I was NOT expecting to love this book as much as I did. I started reading it because I was in the mood for something contemporary and I remembered really enjoying Portes’ previous YA title. I got SUCKED into this book and read almost 200 pages in one sitting. I was expecting a typical small town girl goes to expensive prep school and gets sucked into a new, exciting world, story butttttt this took an unexpected dark turn. And I loved it. I loved the characters and the way that Willa deals with the new life around her. She’s curious (too curious at times) and willing to explore new things. But she’s also very secure in who she is (despite her own feelings that she isn’t) and knows when to put on the brakes.
Willa’s mother is a world famous economist who basically left her family to run off to France and peaced out of Willa’s life. Willa lives in a small town in Iowa and she’s not popular. She’s very flippant about the small group of people she spends time with but clearly doesn’t care about them at all. She’s set to kill herself just because she’s so sick of feeling her mother’s expectations on her shoulders and when she moves to New England to attend an elite boarding school that her mother got her into.
The only real problem I had with this book was that Willa talks about wanting to kill herself, but I never really felt like she had an actual reason why. She didn’t seem depressed, she didn’t seem suicidal, she just seemed done with life. Over it. And after she starts to sink into her new life that vein of story just kinda slowly falls away… it seemed a little odd to me.
Other than that thought I loved the way that Willa comes to terms with her mother, with her father, with the life she left, and the new life she’s leading. I loved watching those around her react to her and help her grow. I loved seeing her try so hard to save her new friend and coming to terms with the fact that sometimes you just can’t help people who don’t want it.
I really love Portes’ writing style too. It’s very unique and quirky and fun to read. I liked that this story was being told to you (the reader) and that Willa is aware of you (the reader). It makes for a very quick read.